Instagram sometimes, when you fall, you fly.
sometimes, when you fall, you fly.

Savasana in the sun is the nicest feeling - you can watch the clouds float through the sky with the sun on your face.  So nice!

I know better now, and so I am trying to do better. It is painful because the old ways are so comfortable but I know in my heart that pain is the only thing that will bloom if I go backwards and plant the same seeds I always did.

I want to feel the sun kiss my skin, and watch the light grow inside of me. So yes, I know better, and yes I will try to do better. I will trust that this uncomfortable feeling will fade into peace, and I will be one step closer to being free in me.

I am letting go of many things, thoughts, feelings, and people that have weighed me down until the water filled my lungs. I am learning how to breathe again without them, and it feels bittersweet but I know this is what is right for me.

I won’t explain or justify myself to anyone. I will live out my life with joy, with peace, with honesty, and I will not let anything unravel me again.

This is my story, and beautiful things will be written in each page. The light will soak into my words, and I will come alive in each chapter. No more holding back. No more pleasing you. No more making myself small to make you more. I am here, and I am going to take up space. I am going to live.

Dele Olanubi (via bealightinthedark)

(via internal-acceptance-movement)

Everything but nothing

I feel a lot of things that I can’t feel anything
I want to be everything but I end up being nothing
There are so much air that I can’t breathe
There are a lot of things that I have to do, a lot of decisions that I have to take that I prefer to lay in my bed with my headphones, listening to indie music, very loud so I can’t listen to my thoughts
I want to do everything but, I am so tired.
Is like an infinite tiredness that no amount of sleep will sate.